Amy Macdonald: ‘My Christmas single for Alzheimer’s Research UK’

Amy Macdonald

My grandmother Ellen Blance was a massive part of my life. Every day, she’d come to my house to watch my sister and I when we got home from school. We were extremely close, and she was always there.

But as I got older, she started to become unwell. We didn’t really know what was wrong, but it was horrible to see such a change in someone. She was there, but no longer ‘there’. It soon transpired she had Alzheimer’s disease.

I’d have been around nine when she was diagnosed. As a family, we didn’t really know much about the disease. Back then, it was just one of those things you only really knew about once it had impacted your life. Even though I was young, I remember it was a tough time for everyone, but especially my granddad. He had to watch his wife change before his eyes, and then go into a care home when he could no longer cope.

Everyone says the same about their grandparents, but she really was the nicest woman you could wish to meet. She’d do anything for anyone and never had a bad word to say. She was selfless and cared so much for her family and those around her. She didn’t deserve something like Alzheimer’s.

Christmas time was when I noticed the changes in her most. Christmases had gone from amazing, upbeat celebrations, to a feeling that everyone was trying to force it – trying to keep it the same. But there was something missing. Everyone felt it, but none of us really spoke about it.

My grandmother was Mrs Christmas. When I think about that time of year, I think back to being young, sitting opening presents at her house in Glasgow. She was at the forefront of everything, doing everything. She’d cook the dinner, hand out the presents and ensure everyone was happy. I had so many amazing memories about Christmas because of her – because of how special she made it. Alzheimer’s obviously changed that.

I wrote a song about Alzheimer’s on a previous album, called Left That Body Long Ago. In the years since, I’ve been blown away by the response from people who have gone through similar experiences. But I wanted to write a song that explained how I felt at a time of year when it affected me most, and This Christmas Day was born. Christmas is an extremely poignant time of year, but it’s not always a happy time. Christmas became a challenge for us, and my latest single reflects that.

The music video is made up of family film footage. It’s easy to say ‘Alzheimer’s – it’s so terrible’, but anyone watching it can see all the laughs, can feel the love and see everything we shared together. It’s easier to then imagine how difficult it must be to suddenly have your world turned upside down when Alzheimer’s comes into your life.

Alzheimer’s is horrific, and it’s something you wouldn’t wish on anyone. And that’s why I decided to raise funds and awareness for Alzheimer’s Research UK with this song – a charity I’m proud to support. Backing their work gives us the best chance of fighting it. It’s so important.

Please do consider downloading the song or donating to Alzheimer’s Research UK’s work this Christmas, in memory of all those lost through dementia, and in honour of the 850,000 people across the UK fighting their own battle. Thank you.

To download This Christmas Day or listen to it on Spotify, click here.

6 Responses to Amy Macdonald: ‘My Christmas single for Alzheimer’s Research UK’

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    paul preston. 2 December 2017 at 3:14 pm #

    Going through this horrendous disease with wife, both young 66.

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    Lesley cloudsdale 3 December 2017 at 4:04 pm #

    Love your music amy and my mum has dementia well done you and all you do xxx

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    Robyn 4 December 2017 at 1:47 pm #

    My First Christmas Without My Wonderful Gran This song says everything i feel- Thank you Amy.

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    Angie Kuske 5 December 2017 at 5:20 pm #

    I lost my dear mum in 2009 and my lovely dad in 2010 and I can so relate to Amy’s lyrics. Christmas has gone from being a happy family time to the saddest time of the year for me.

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    Christine 8 July 2018 at 4:43 pm #

    The more l read about this disease the more l worry. My husband has been diagnosed, and he is so moody at times, then blames me. I want to run away, but it can’t be done. Bless you Amy for writing about your Gran.

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      ARUK Blog Editor 9 July 2018 at 9:23 am #

      So sorry to hear about your husband, Christine. Please get in touch if you’d like to learn any more information about his diagnosis. Our thoughts are with you and your family. <3

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